Could life get any better? Yah. But I like it right where it is. I have two girls im falling in love with. One of them is already taken but he lives in Louisiana and is not sure what she is going to do. But the other one is single with 2 kids and im falling more in love with her. We went to a movie after she picked up the car I got for her yesterday night. And she is in her house alone since her ex husband had the kids and she didnt want to be alone so she stayed at my house. We layed in bed and she curled up close to me and I rubbed her hair and ran my fingers up and down her arms and over her face and lips. The closer she got the more I fell in love. I could have stayed up all night and just watched her sleep. She is so sweet and so beautiful. She said she has never had anyone that has been there for her like I have. When she got in an accident, I was the only one that went to the hospital and held her hand and ran my hands through her hair. Calming her down. I got upset at the officer when he asked to many questions, I told him... does it look like she wants to talk to you right now. When they let her out of the hospital there was no one to give her a ride so I drove her back to Wasilla and she wanted me to stay the night because she didn't want to be alone.  So I stayed the night and went to work in the morning. And when she said she needed a vehicle, I found her a good car and talked the guy down to $450 from $800. LOL So she was very excited about that. HA HA we totally stole that car from him...that car is going to take like maybe 100 bucks and it will run perfect. There is very little wrong with it now. And what is wrong with it is like a hour fix in the driveway. I can do it all myself. Except the suspension, but a buddy of mine will help me out with that. LOL and can only get better. So hell yah. But just holding her hand and kissing her fingers, watching her close her eyes when I kissed her hand, melted me. She was worried that I didnt like her because I never like came on to her...I told her...I wasnt raised to just be a total jerk. Im a very proper person when I am in love....I dont come on too strong, I just let things happen naturally. She thought I was ignoring her cause I very rarely touched her. LOL. But that changed when we were waiting to go to the movies and she looked in my eyes and smiled, I put my hand on her cheeck and kissed her. I smiled and she blushed. I told her she was beautiful, and she said she felt like a train wreck, I told her she was far from. And made her blush again. LOL She thanked me for being there for her and I told her, that I would do anything for the people I care about, she kinda put her head down and then leaned her head into my shoulder with her hands pressed on my chest, so I hugged her and I could feel her melt. I dont think she has ever had a person that is as affectionate as me. That is something that has always been in me. Affection, Caring, Compassion, Dedication, Love, Loyalty, Sensitivity,  Are just a list of what you get from me. There is very little I enjoy more then being in love and having someone that loves me as much as i love them, Which has only happened once. But thats all it took. And was left broken hearted. Things will turn around for me. Im working on it.

Finally a way to get it out!

Kyle S.